Last Night

Last night i fell into the trap again It was 15 minutes past 10pm,when the battle  began 5 minutes earlier i Heard  a knock at the door,[knock knock] “Anybody Home?” I peeped through the eye  hole, there she was, caught her doing the hair flip, my  heart melt Saw her curvaceous figure, dressed in a meat dress ,my emotions  got excited .

But then i came back to my senses Wasn’t she the one who brought  me so much pain earlier that had brought pain to the first Love But a voice in my head came, “ c’mon its normal. Its just a gaze..Provided that you have not done the deed.”

But then another voice came saying, “do you want to cause so much pain to the first Love, remember she’s the same who brought you all that shame, pain ,grief and sorrow. Are you not satisfied by the seed?”

Another voice came saying, “ let her in,live for moment,who promised you about tomorrow” Voices in my head,aarggghhhh,i need to make choices on who i allow in my bed “Anybody home,” she asked again..i returned to peep through the eye hole, our eyes met, she cracked her infectious smile, got myself subconsciously smiling, My heart  beating, “Eye candy,”  let me in

Her mellow voice stirred up my spirit, the desire to let her in grew more intense as wild imaginations spread through my mind I opened the door, i let her in, my eyes fixed on her figure hugging dress

Her cologne filled the whole house, she caught me stealing a glance

Tried to avoid eye contact, she held my right cheek with her soft hand,, “ I’m harmless dear, there is no need to fear, come a little closer, all i wanna do is dance..”

Oh no, she was using the same words she has always been using, i knew this was a snare laid by her, told my self i would  not fall for the trap again “Reach out sweetheart, take my hand, she appealed in a vocal fry” I tried to keep it cool, showed her my ring finger All  hell broke loose, when  she showed me her figure “Hold me a little clo....

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LISTENING TO THAT INNER VOICE

Now  i know of a man almost 6 years ago was at the local DVD  shop and was picking on his favourite movies to spend time on.  He had been a regular movie shopper and felt that the seller should act in favour once in a while so as to tighten the  bond. So on this occasion he chose to take it on himself to forcefully but subtly grant this favour.

As he was checking on which collection he should pick, he came across this collection that seemed interesting, he looked right ,he looked left and when he was sure no one was looking, he quickly removed Disc and hid it on the nether region.

At that time a feeling or rather a sense of guilt paraded his face and he started panicking. The owner did not notice but rather this joyful countenance as usual. So the level of panic nosedived   and now the man continued searching pg. 7


the collection until he chose on one and paid for it. The man parted ways with the owner with the usual till- i- see-you- next- time greeting. Now while the man was on the way, the man after every 10m,he would look behind to see if any  one was following ,there was a sense of unease, moments of anxieties and mountains of panic.

The tower of guilt was caving in on his mind. “what have you done, this is bizarre, you’ve  gone against  your own principles ”even at the time he reached home, as he took the stolen disc the voice came again and the man repented of his sin and said,
“From today, I’ll never steal, that was the last” You see, in the case above, it’s a classic example of how one can commit an action that goes contrary to his or her moral principle or moral values.

This leads to a person developing feelings of remorse guilt e.t.c  and now the spirit  now in sync with the mind  leads that person to say that he will not repeat again. Since  I’ve   cultivated a culture of integrity until it has become ingrained in my DNA, any act that goes contrary to the established principle, leaves me developing feelings of remorse.

You’ve   probably heard of the phrase, “The conscience is seared with hot iron”. There are times when you can tell that a person’s conscience is dead. The person    may be extremely licentious, hardcore criminal, serial psychopaths e.t.c. When you see a person too deeply involved in these deeds and doesn’t feel a sense of remorse afterwards,  you can tell that the persons conscience has been seared with hot iron rod. At  times, you’ve  witnessed people do things they see are right in their own eyes but in the eyes of fellow human beings its wrong. 

When confronted they say, judgement between right and wrong is


relative. Meaning what the fellow human beings deem as right ,could be wrong in the persons eyes, while what they see as right in their own eyes ,is wrong in the fellow human beings. SO THERE IS NOW THIS NEVER ENDING TUSSLE OF WAR BETWEEN WHAT IS RIGHT AND WRONG. But there is a standard that settles the matter.  
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BREATHING FREEDOM WITH EACH BREATH YOU TAKE

Tired of endless walking

My surging Heart aching for a place to call Home

Beaten and left for the dead in the previous places i thought i had found a place to stay

Turned out they were broken cisterns

Temporary pleasure but permanent damage

Started so Good but ended so bad

Sent away , spit on and told ,You are on your Own

Packed my belonging

Hit the road , with this deep longing

For a place to call Home

In the midst of the walking, got a notification on my phone

From her, talking of how she had not taken the relationship seriously

From her, talking of how she had not taken the relationship seriously
and wanted to mend the broken strings

Progressed with the Journey , till i reached a Junction

Decided to sit down while contemplating of the next action

I didn’t want to make a wrong Turn

Because that would bring a lesson afterwards too heard for me to Learn

I took a shade under the nearby tree , sitting back, reminiscing
Of how i used to talk and get dirty with her

Blinded by her deceptive charms

Her sweet nothings and her ever open wide arms

Lost in thoughts , i got a vibration

It was her call, i received it and with a soft sweet voice and a message so loud enough to rock a nation

Saying, “Hun, what do you think you are doing? You can’t run away just like that”

I hang up, irritated she hit me with a text,

Contemplating of what to do next

My instinct urged me to take the road to the right

Little did i know I had found the Light

Journeyed on with the little strength i had and came across the First Street call...
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RIDING ON THE WINGS OF LOVE

With your words and deeds and the frown on your Face

You killed me inside , guess it’s the end of the race

It’s like you murdered me, buried me in a catacomb and threw dust on my casket

But I’m alive

That means i survived

Came back from the ashes, riding on the wings of Love

A possession you’ve ever desired to have

But can’t Have

Because you don’t deserve and even if you deserved, she will decline to serve

You, because of who you are

When i was married to you, all i ever felt was pain, no gain

You’ve grieved the Spirit, you drove me insane

Jealousy was always written all over your Face when you saw me speaking to my good neighbour LOVE

I remember that night , you chased her out of my House ,i rebuked telling you she was a good and true friend most people desire to Have

But it all fell on deaf ears,3 weeks later ,you were back on the same habit, aarrgh! The Nerve

There was a time you told her to never cross the boundary,

Warned you to stop harassing her, but you blinded by Luxury
You drew the line on the sand

I remember the expression on her Face. She was Sad

For a moment i was blind till that day

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Started So Fast,Ended so Bad

“Excuse me, Can I join you for a drink, i see you are alone, would you mind?” I turned back to look and whoa! She was there standing beside me

Clothed in luxuries, designer clothes, expensive Jewellery and an iPhone 7 .She looked classy and had that expensive Taste.

My mind went blank as i continued gazing at her. I was lost in my Thoughts. “ Hello, is everything alright ?”

“Oh yes.........No......I don’t mind .Please have a seat .I’m alone for the night”

We talked that evening for almost for 2 hours comparing notes

After the 2 hours , we left the restaurant and we were walking towards my Car

“If you don’t mind I can drop you at the Place you Heading.”

“A good idea but sorry I came with mine.”She said pointing to her new Rolls Royce Cullinan Mule

I almost dropped a Jaw .

“Ooh I see. You dripping Luxury,” I joked

To which she cracked a smile and said , “ It’s Nothing.”

I looked at my Watch and said

“It’s getting Late and i need to get Home”

She looked at her Apple Watch 2

And said , “ I know I know”

“Tomorrow is my Birthday.” I told her

“Oh really. I come and attend your Birthday if you don’t mind

I told her, “sure thing”

“ Aaaaw.....thankie.” She hugged me

“Sleep tight. Drive Safe. See you tomorrow”

“You too.”Oh and you forgot something.”

“And what’s that?”I asked

“Your caller I.D, ”she said with a smile

Ooh..[She handed me her iPhone and tucked my caller I.D on her Phone Book]

“ Thank you, ”she gave me a gentle peck

“I’ll call to check on you in 30 minutes”. She said as she entered her Rolls Royce

I got in my Car and drove Home

Phew! That was Fast

Felt me feeling like the luckiest man on earth

Little did i know this was the beginning of the end of my Love for the First Love

Days turned into weeks, weeks into months , months into Years

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STARTED AS A JOKE ,ENDED IN A DISASTER

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